I've had always wanted to express my feelings to others.

But seemed like no one can lend me a hand on this.

We've been together since 22nd of Jan 2008,almost 20 months!

We're supposed to be very glad to have each other for so long.

No matter the day is a rainy day,or shiny day.

But....

Sometimes I really can't understand what we're fighting for?!

Maybe I was wrong.

U're right.

I've to change my thinking,my attitude.Try to be an open person(in thinking).

I'm trying so hard to do it.

Give me some time okay?

I doesn't want to let go our relationship.

I wouldn't give u up.

Thats why everytime we fight,I also tried to say sorry first.

I know,"sorry" doesn't mean anything.

At least I'll feel better.

And maybe I should make myself more busy like study,hang out with frens,do my piano theory and memories all the NOTES,etc..... to avoid negative thinking.

I wanna reach my goal.

Someday later,maybe I'll feel tired and do the things that Jing Wei told me to do.

This is the only way,if u still keep on keeping all ur feelings,doesn't want to share and communicate with me,and makes me feel very dissapoint on u.