Menviss

'I hope he's not reading this.
Cuz I just wanna hide my feeling from him.
Even if I tell him,I know he wouldn't do anything to make things right.'

I need him so badly right now.
He's always the one who pampered me when I felt down.
But this was already became the history of our love story.

Since he'd started his college life,
everything was changed.
He used to busy with all his college friends and college work all the time.
Whenever I complaint bout him,he wouldn't listen to me and we'll start argue.

In our real life,especially in K.L,
we can see lots of couples everywhere.
The way they treat their loves one,
holding hand,kissing,hugging...etc.
I know this shouldn't happen in the outside world,
but who cares?!
As long as they know what are they doing.

Every time I saw this happened around me,
I'll walked away.

For me,
I solved problems on my own,
I cried alone,
I missed him without telling him,
I did something for his birthday,anniversary,
I planned for his birthday,
I fixed my broken heart again and again.
He's not with me whenever I need him.

In this circumstance,someone might just give up this relationship,
and what I'm thinking now is...
I'm not willing to give up this two years relationship!
Don't judge me!
I love him.
I believe that he'll change for me.
I tried to thought in the positive ways.
I wanna wait for him.
This is what a girl will do when they loves someone.

I'm human being too,
I'll feel tired.

Secondly,I'm very fed up with the assignments that I'm doing now.
For the previous one,
lecturers were satisfied with it.
But I'm not satisfied with it!
I wan it to be perfect!

LIFE IS FULL OF CHALLENGING.
BREAK A LEG GUYS!
loves.